Rock Adventures.

After a very long and stressful 2 weeks of me being very ill, i finally got out the house and had a good time with mum and dad. We didn't exactly go far but it was all in all a good day. Clevedon seems to be the only place we go right now, it is nice but it's kind of getting a bit boring....So to make it more interesting, i went on a little adventure on the rocks.

 My "hey dad i found a little baby plant" face.

 Charlie came rock climbing with me aswell. He likes to go on little adventures with me.

Call A Doctor!!

Hai guys ^-^ i am so sorry i haven't posted anything for a week now, i've been feeling very poorly all last week unfortunately so i haven't exactly had the energy to get up and do a post :( *sniff sniff* but fingers crossed i will be back to normal next week and i will post a lot more stuff to make up for not posting anything this week.

All my senses come to life

What a lovely day today has been here in the uk. As a result of it being so nice, me and the parents went to not one but two national trust places today. Have you gathered yet that i like national trust places? First we went to tyntesfield house once again but for only an hour this time and instead of walking around, we sat down under a gorgeous tree and just enjoyed the sun. I can't get enough of The Fault In Our Stars book. It has to be my all time favourite book, i love it so much. It was so nice to just sit down and read in the sun.

 After we had a rest for a while, we found another way we could go to get back to the car and im glad we went that way because there were some gorgeous vibrant flowers. You couldn't of really missed these flowers anyway, they were so bright.

 Yes that is me trying to hide behind a fern plant, also trying to pretend i was a Dinosaur...Yes that's a normal thing to do.

 After tyntesfield, we went to Clevedon Court. There wasn't much too look at and explore as more of it was private because people live there but from what we seen, it was so pretty.

 Is it just me who finds this doll really creepy??

Sunny Adventures

Finally the summer weather has come to UK. Well it has been around 25 ish degrees all week. But because my mum went out with my sister to go shopping, me and dad took the doggies for a nice ickle walk to the local woods. And this is the only time i like going to the woods because there is hardly any people there and its nice and quiet so i have a good opportunity to take some nice photos. Yes my dog is a bit of a weirdo, i don't know where he gets it from. I don't exactly like weather when it's too hot but when it's sunny and breezy, perfection.

 Charlie is a bit camera shy. Bless him.

Dunster Castle

On my birthday last friday, me, mum and dad went to another national trust place called Dunster Castle. We have been there before couple years ago and it was gorgeous last time we went and from what i could remember, but this time, it was kind of a disappointment. Well not all of it was a disappointment as i got a pink fluffy unicorn in the shop. hehe. There was some interesting things and pretty things to look at but it was all a bit of a quick and short experience.

There are the only good and non blurred pictures i got. As it was dark and my camera decided to run out of battery. But all in all it was a good and lovely day out.

A New Me

I don't think i have ever felt good or confident in my own skin, even as a child. So starting from tomorrow (12th of May 2014) i will be trying my very hardest and best to lose weight. For the people who don't really know me, i got very bad bullied last September by my so called "friends" and they were the only friends i had and also at the same time i became sick with glandular fever, which did not help the situation at all. And this also lead to me leaving school and not doing my final year of school and not getting any GCSE's. Leading to comfort eating A LOT and not leaving the house or getting out of bed for at least 6-7 months. So as you can tell, i put on a lot of weight. I am currently around 207-209lbs. I don't want to be over 200lbs at my age. I have also been the bigger girl in my class or group of friends and i don't want to be anymore. I am starting college in September and i don't want to be the bigger girl in the class anymore. So i am going to start a good, well balanced diet and hopefully lose weight by the time i start college. As i have chronic fatigue syndrome or CFS/ME for short, i can't really do much exercise, and because i have very bad anxiety, i don't really want exercise outside. So like i said, i will be starting to do a well balanced, healthy diet using an app called "My Fitness Pal". My mum and my sister have been using this app for a few months now and they have been losing a lot of weight. So im going to give it a try. By the end of this month i want to be at least under 200lbs. That is my goal right now, but after i get under 200lbs, my goal then is to be 180/170lbs ish.
Wish me luck!

Asda Haul

So if you didn't know, yesterday (friday) was my 16th birthday. I have to say, it was the best 16th anyone could have, well in my mind. Even though i did eat a bit too much and made myself feel so sick, but apart from that it was amazing! I didn't get many photos as my camera ran out of battery and its STILL charging today. But on the better side, i got some money from family and instead of getting clothes or food or stuff i don't exactly need, i decided to get stuff i actually do need. Well not including the book and fairy lights but the bedding stuff, i did need. How gorgeous is the bed sheet i got. PIN UP GIRLS! i would do anything to look like a pin up girl. So vintage and i love vintage. Like i said, i didn't exactly need the fairy lights and book but because i have read the fault in our stars a number of times and i love it so much, i just had to get this book. I have heard it is so good and it sounds like the type of book i will like. The only reason i got the fairy lights is because...well i love fairy lights. But these are even better because they are shaped like roses and i LOVE roses, specially yellow ones. 

Birthday Week

For a start i apologise that i haven't posted anything for a few days, it has been one busy week for me. Well a lot of shopping. Me and mum went on kind of a shopping spree week this week and because it is my birthday tomorrow, it was all birthday pressies. I will be doing a birthday pressie post either tomorrow or on the weekend.

I also apologise for the terrible quality of this photo. As it is another horrible day and its raining once again, i couldn't get any good quality photos with my camera so i had to use my phone instead. This is one of the new dresses i got this week and actually the top is new as well and i am in love with them! They are so comfy, so practical and easy. I love skater dresses as well so that just made it even better.

May the 4th be with you.

Happy may the 4th everybody. that was so cheesy...

Is it just me who thinks this outfit looks like the one Hayley Williams wore in paramore's video "i'm still into you" or is it just me? As today was way too hot to wear jeans i decided to actually wear a skirt. But still wearing my robot/skeleton leggings. For about the 5th or 6th time this year, me, mum and dad went to Tyntesfield house again. Which was a very bad mistake as it's bank holiday weekend and there was loads and loads of people there. But it turned out okay in the end.

Everybody polka dot eyed

I always feel like a superhero whenever i wear this dress. No it doesn't have magical powers and no it doesn't make me have superpowers either..unfortunately. I think it is a bit too formal to wear on just a normal day. Maybe more for a special event or birthday, which on the subject of birthdays. It's my birthday next friday and i will finally be sixteen. getting so old. I'm not exactly doing anything big for my birthday either - just going to my nan's house and ordering pizza - as any person would want on their sixteenth birthday. So i think i might wear this dress and my topshop jeans. Not the wedges though; as much as i love these and love pretty heels, i just can't walk in them. sigh.

Blaaaaahhhhhhh!

This is yet funny but so true. 

Today my anxiety has kicked in a lot more than usual. Don't want to see anyone or do anything or go out, just want to stay in bed and watching youtube video's and have a play around with blogger. But i guess im used to it now as i didn't go out the house before for about 6 months. If you haven't noticed in the last couple of weeks or so i haven't been able to just stick to one layout or background or title or anything for that matter on my blog. So once again...i have changed it. SOWWWWWY. I am fingers crossed going to keep this layout for as long as i can. I will still be doing the same things i normally do like my photography and OOTD and all the other stuff you lucky people get to see, don't worry non of that is going to change. Just having a little spring clean.

I WANT IT ALL!

Words can't describe how badly i want ALL of these! I..i just URAAGGHHHH i want them so bad. It is such a shame there isn't a modcloth store or a UK website because if there was a store near by, i would happily live init. These are just a tiny few of my favourites, thought it would make a cute little spring/summer outfit together as well. It has to be by far my favourite website!