Making A New Friend

As i actually had more energy today than i normally do, we decided once again to go to a National Trust place. I can't remember what this place was actually called as my memory is poop but all i know is there are lots and lots of different types of birds just walking around. Yes there was actually a peacock wondering around the gardens, well more than one, about four. I don't think i have ever been so close to a peacock before. They are so gorgeous.

 Apparently i looked like a chinese school girl today...so kawaii.

 This is my favourite picture i got of a peacock today. So blue!!!

 i found a cute little mirror in one of the gardens.

All my senses come to life

What a lovely day today has been here in the uk. As a result of it being so nice, me and the parents went to not one but two national trust places today. Have you gathered yet that i like national trust places? First we went to tyntesfield house once again but for only an hour this time and instead of walking around, we sat down under a gorgeous tree and just enjoyed the sun. I can't get enough of The Fault In Our Stars book. It has to be my all time favourite book, i love it so much. It was so nice to just sit down and read in the sun.

 After we had a rest for a while, we found another way we could go to get back to the car and im glad we went that way because there were some gorgeous vibrant flowers. You couldn't of really missed these flowers anyway, they were so bright.

 Yes that is me trying to hide behind a fern plant, also trying to pretend i was a Dinosaur...Yes that's a normal thing to do.

 After tyntesfield, we went to Clevedon Court. There wasn't much too look at and explore as more of it was private because people live there but from what we seen, it was so pretty.

 Is it just me who finds this doll really creepy??

A New Me

I don't think i have ever felt good or confident in my own skin, even as a child. So starting from tomorrow (12th of May 2014) i will be trying my very hardest and best to lose weight. For the people who don't really know me, i got very bad bullied last September by my so called "friends" and they were the only friends i had and also at the same time i became sick with glandular fever, which did not help the situation at all. And this also lead to me leaving school and not doing my final year of school and not getting any GCSE's. Leading to comfort eating A LOT and not leaving the house or getting out of bed for at least 6-7 months. So as you can tell, i put on a lot of weight. I am currently around 207-209lbs. I don't want to be over 200lbs at my age. I have also been the bigger girl in my class or group of friends and i don't want to be anymore. I am starting college in September and i don't want to be the bigger girl in the class anymore. So i am going to start a good, well balanced diet and hopefully lose weight by the time i start college. As i have chronic fatigue syndrome or CFS/ME for short, i can't really do much exercise, and because i have very bad anxiety, i don't really want exercise outside. So like i said, i will be starting to do a well balanced, healthy diet using an app called "My Fitness Pal". My mum and my sister have been using this app for a few months now and they have been losing a lot of weight. So im going to give it a try. By the end of this month i want to be at least under 200lbs. That is my goal right now, but after i get under 200lbs, my goal then is to be 180/170lbs ish.
Wish me luck!

Asda Haul

So if you didn't know, yesterday (friday) was my 16th birthday. I have to say, it was the best 16th anyone could have, well in my mind. Even though i did eat a bit too much and made myself feel so sick, but apart from that it was amazing! I didn't get many photos as my camera ran out of battery and its STILL charging today. But on the better side, i got some money from family and instead of getting clothes or food or stuff i don't exactly need, i decided to get stuff i actually do need. Well not including the book and fairy lights but the bedding stuff, i did need. How gorgeous is the bed sheet i got. PIN UP GIRLS! i would do anything to look like a pin up girl. So vintage and i love vintage. Like i said, i didn't exactly need the fairy lights and book but because i have read the fault in our stars a number of times and i love it so much, i just had to get this book. I have heard it is so good and it sounds like the type of book i will like. The only reason i got the fairy lights is because...well i love fairy lights. But these are even better because they are shaped like roses and i LOVE roses, specially yellow ones. 

May the 4th be with you.

Happy may the 4th everybody. that was so cheesy...

Is it just me who thinks this outfit looks like the one Hayley Williams wore in paramore's video "i'm still into you" or is it just me? As today was way too hot to wear jeans i decided to actually wear a skirt. But still wearing my robot/skeleton leggings. For about the 5th or 6th time this year, me, mum and dad went to Tyntesfield house again. Which was a very bad mistake as it's bank holiday weekend and there was loads and loads of people there. But it turned out okay in the end.

Welcome To The Uk

Once again it is ANOTHER yes ANOTHER rainly day in the UK where i live. Honestly doesn't surprise me one bit because 99.9% of the time, it is raining. So i think today consists of blogging, youtube, movies and bed. It's really bad that i have got used to being in bed and doing nothing now. As i spend about 6 months doing that every single day. Which sucked :( 

Mothers Day

As it is Mothers day today me and the family decided to go for a nice little walk with the doggies around the pond outside my house. It has been absolutely boiling today and so sunny so we sat on the field for a bit and just enjoyed the sun. Me and Daddy made a daisy chain and i couldn't decide what to do with it so i put it in my hair and then charlie wanted it so i put it around his collar. He looked adorable! 

It was a very successful day after all.

Happy Mothers day Mummy x

Bed Hair

I have finally mastered doing a messy bun in my hair! round of applause for me *clap clap clap* thank you very much. I know this is going to sound so strange and weird and odd but i have forever been trying to do a messy bun like this. I see other people have this hair style and yes i know its meant to be easy because its a messy bun, but my hair is so tidy and straight and neat, i have never been able to do this...until now! Don't get me wrong, i love my hair but having perfectly straight hair all the time is so boring, you can't really do much with it in my opinion. Even when i wake up and don't brush it, it is always so tidy and straight and neat. The only way i can get it the way i want is to either braid it or curl it. I don't know about other people with bright coloured hair like this but every time i put heat on it, the colour just fades. So i have been braiding it before i go to sleep so i wake up with nice wavy hair. Which i like to call "Mermaid hair". And then turn it into a messy bun. 

Woodland Fairy

This weekend has been another very busy weekend for me. Montacute yesterday and Tyntesfield today. My favorite places to go are woodland and country areas. So me, mum and dad went for a little walk with the doggies through this wooded area we found. It was gorgeous. It had amazing views from the top and lovely weird shaped trees (their my favorite).

Yep as you can tell i am basically wearing all black...again. But how can i not of put this top on today in this gorgeous weather. This has to be my all time favorite top. EVER. i mean how can it not be? Its got Johnny Depp's face on it!! and yes i love Johnny Depp if you haven't already noticed.This weekend has to be maybe one of the best weekends i have had in a while.Starting to get better and go out and do more things. FINALLY!

Welcome To My Wonderland

 This week has been pretty busy for me. We cut down all the trees and bushed outside in the from garden because it was getting too messy. So we i decided that i should turn it into a wonderland/neverland theme garden. Have my own ickle garden to look after and things. We planted my flower seeds and planted my rose bush this weekend and just added a few things to it aswell to make it look more pretty. I haven't quite finished it all yet. Still need to buy some lights and other things but I can't wait for all the flowers and my rose bush to grow soon. Its going to be magical.

Rainy Days

Well today, i haven't really been out of bed for no longer then 4 hours maybe. Just been one of those crappy days when all you want to do is stay in bed and in my case watch Pewdiepie videos non stop. I have no idea why, but these particular Pewdiepie videos make me laugh and cheer me up so much. Their just one of those things when they are unbelievably weird and strange but yet, so funny. All of his videos make me cry of laughter (literally all of them) but for some reason, these are the best.