A New Start

First of all i want to apologise for the lack of posts lately. The past couple weeks have been 1) VERY emotional and challenging and 2) exhausting. 

Three weeks ago, i started college. I'm not going to lie and say the first day was the best day of my life and that i was so happy and felt perfectly okay because, honestly, i didn't at all. I know it wasn't just me who felt terrified and didn't want to be there, i know that but everyone had their own reason to feel how they felt that day. Having a number of panic attacks and crying so much, my make up running all down my face and clinging on to my dad, wasn't exactly how i wanted to start college. But after a few days, i started to be more myself and open and eventually made some friends. Which i am very pleased about! But i think the main thing i have learnt is to just face your fears. Because if you do it over and over and over again, it will be less scary. Yeah of course you will still have that fear there at the back of your mind, but it can't do anything to harm you unless you let it. And that is a big thing i have learnt this past couple weeks. My anxiety and panic attacks are still always going to be with me, but i just try and not let it take over me and stop me doing things i want to do. They can't take over me or harm me as long as i don't let it.
College now is amazing. It is 100% better than school and a lot better than i thought it would be. I'm still not used to getting up at half 6 in the morning but i will do soon (i hope).

On the other hand and no surprise here...I have, yes you have guessed it...dyed my hair again. Opppsie! My habit and addiction for dying my hair is getting out of hand a bit now. I am very surprised my hair isn't dead or falling out yet. But i kinda got a little bit bored of just being purple so i just had to put blue init. For anyone who wants to know what colours i used. For the purple i used LIVE XXL and for the blue i used Manic Panic. (WARNING- the manic panic hair dye is very runny and liquidity) 

Hair Tips

As promised, here is my bright coloured hair top tips you may or may not want to know.
For starter's i have been dying my hair since i was 12ish and i am now 16. So i have had my experience of dying my hair. These are all the colours i have had since the start of this year (2014). The most asked question i get either on instagram or facebook is "what hair dye do you use?"
The main hair dye i have been using and which seems to be the best one for me is LIVE XXL. It has to be the most easiest hair dye i have used so far. All you have to do, is put it on damp hair and leave it for half an hour- an hour. Depends how bright you want your hair to be. Personally i leave mine in for an hour. To also make sure it goes brighter, i usually bleach either just my roots or all over. If you do bleach your hair, just remember to put a hell of a lot of conditioner on your hair after for a week or so. Just to make sure it doesn't feel strew like after. Also, try not to wash your hair too much, otherwise it will fade a lot quicker. Maybe wash it every other day. But if it does start to fade, just put a bit of the hair dye mixed in with the conditioner.
I currently hair purple hair and i have had it for maybe a week and it hasn't faded one bit. Purple has to be by far the best colour i have been. EVER.

If any of you are thinking of dying your hair bright colours, i hoped this has helped :D 

Denim on denim DUN DUN DUNNNNNN

Guess whos back, back again, Jody's back with a new outfit post. yeah.
Sorry i had to ;) but yes, i am back with a outfit post. Seems like forever since i last did one of these. It has been SOOO hot in england recently and i personally hate it! But whenever it's sunny, it is always a good opportunity to go out and take good, pretty photos. Me and my parents went for a little doggie walk at tyntesfield yesterday afternoon. 

Yes, i am wearing denim on denim. Don't judge, i didn't even notice myself until i got home and seen the pictures. This is a very must have kind of outfit for summer. A nice, thin floaty dress and a pair of light blue jeans. Oh and a flower crown! A summer outfit isn't complete without a flower crown.

Dress / Next
Jeans / River Island
Shoes / Vans
Flower Crown / Clairs   

End of a long journey

Since the beginning of this year, all i've mainly been doing is going back and forth to the doctors, either for blood tests, check ups or results. It doesn't exactly bother me anymore, its just like a normal thing to me now. It has been a pretty long, stressful and emotional year but it is FINALLY starting to look up and be better. I apologize for the lack of posts recently, but i promise to start doing them more regularly and more interesting ;)  

bubble gum head

It isn't exactly a shock to see my hair being odd and weird colours anymore. But it is such a pain to decide what colour to go when you are walking around the shop, going up and down and changing your mind every second. After about an hour later, i FINALLY went with blue. For you guys who follow me on instagram my hair wasn't this blue at the start. But that is the trouble with dying your hair every couple of weeks. I have been asked a few times how iv got my hair to be this bright and what i used. I will do a full blog post in a few days on my hair and what i've used, don't worry :)